Euphausia superba, or Antarctic Krill is a as mall species of malocostran 
crustracean native to the Antarctic Oceans. Unusually for such a macroscopically visible organism, Krill feeds on phytoplankton directly, thus allowing immense number of these organisms to exist. It is, debatably the most common organism on earth in terms of biomass. Krill are the foundation of the fantastically productive Antarctic ecosystem, providing food to an immense variety of creatures, from fish, seals, penguins, sea birds and even such large creatures as the blue whale. Krill oil has also become a popular supplemental source of Omega fatty acids in recent times. This specimen was made from the krill oil from an emptied capsule manufactured by Seroyal, a Canadian Supplement company. This is an extract from the book The Table of Animals: Ecdysozoa: The Nematodes and Early Arthropods.
C1-3
The initial levels of the trituration present the picture of a being who feels extremely threatened by the world outside of itself. It has a set of things that belongs to it, which are not themselves identified. It feels that the outside world is somehow invading and trying to take away its possessions, and reactions with great aggression and hostility to this, trying to reassert its ownership.
C1:
Preformed June 10th 2015:
- I feel weird. I feel a prickly sensation on the edges of my aura
- The outer edges of my aura are making a very hard boundary with the outside world
- I feel very wary of the outside world
- The smell is disgusting. But my mind feels very clear
- I feel a burning in my upper stomach
- I feel like my personality is very steely. I am very focused and goal directed
- I feel almost cold, emotionless
- I feel a very clear distinction between me and the outside world
- Almost like a layer around my aura
- My energy still feels very sharp and crisp
- I feel almost as if the smell of the oil is permeating my aura
C2:
Preformed June 11th 2015:
- Again I feel a very distinct boundary at my aura
- Now there is a great suspiciousness and hostility to what lives outside of that boundary
- Mind still feels very clear. The energy all over my body is very clear, crisp, fresh and pure
- Yet I am hostile to everything outside of my barrier
- I feel almost these fine feathery things curving out from me at the edge of my border where the boundary is
- Feathers or tentacles or tendrils, very short
- I feel a red glowing feeling. Almost fishy. It is in my inner aura and touching my skin
- I’m still hostile to the outside world. But this red feeling seems to calm me down a bit and make me less hostile. I’m still aware of it, but less hostile
- The barrier and the tendrils are still there, just not as strong
- I still feel a very strong sense of myself here. No identity issues
C3:
Preformed June 12th 2015:
- I’m angry. I’m just fed up!
- I’m very hostile and possessive
- I get the feeling that something is mine, but that people are moving in on it and that angers me!
- How dare they!
- I feel supremely angry. Indignant! The outside is trespassing upon me and what is mine!
- This is mine and others need to stay away!
- I get a big sense of possessiveness. Someone is trying to take something from me, and I wont let it!
- I feel like it is a constant struggle to defend what is mine, and I am just so exhausted by that struggle!
- I feel really exhausted and overwhelmed
C4
This level of the trituration develops its ability to love, rather than display ownership over the things. It has a great love of the things that are important to it, and this love serves to cement their place in its life, rather than on the possessive strategies it previously used.
Preformed June 13th 2015:
- I feel much less angry
- I’m even happy!
- I don’t feel so much of a sense of ownership anymore.
- I’m no longer so possessive
- I feel great love for the things that are mine now, rather than possessiveness. What makes them so important to me is no longer that they’re mine, but that they’re there and that I love them
- Previously I felt a sense of ownership over these things, like I was staking a claim. This is mine and that isn’t
- As if I was asserting myself
- I feel as if I was threatened by something and needed to assert myself somehow by staking out my territory, by asserting ownership
- But now I do not feel that way. I now feel I can simply love things and that loving them secures their place to me
- The other is still there, this thing I used to feel so threatened by.
- I don’t feel threatened by it any longer
C5
This level of the trituration reiterates the perceptions of C1-3. A force exists outside of the being, and it trespasses against the being by taking things away which belong to the being. The being struggles to assert itself against this force, but it is so vast that the struggle feels futile.
Preformed June 14th 2015:
- I feel hostility and anger again
- Its more mild, but I again feel possessive
- Whatever it is that I am interested in, it belongs to me!! No one else should take it away from me
- Underneath this hostility is fear. It is as if there is something all powerful outside of me and I feel it is trespassing against me somehow
- And I am trying to prevent that trespass
- There is some overpowering force around me and it is trying to overpower me. I’m fighting against it, asserting what is me in the face of this thing
- I do get the sense of being a very small individual in the face of this force
- I do what I can to stop this force from overwhelming me, but the effort feels futile
- It is like I am going to be overwhelmed by this outside force. I’m struggling futilely to maintain what makes me me, in light of this force.
- Bug sense of futility and hopelessness
- Its more mild, but I again feel possessive
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